Tuesday, 29 May 2012
legend says, when you can't sleep at night, it's because you're awake in someone else's dream.
if you're in my future, then i'm not afraid of the rest.
love? forget that. heart breaks? i had that. chances? i gave that. going back? i'm past that. moved on? believe that.
love is stronger than any addiction baby, in fact, it is one.
obviously i was never important if you could forget about me so easily.
be careful what you say to someone today. because tomorrow they might not be here & you can't take it back anymore.
i don't hate you, because hate is a feeling. & feelings? i stopped having those a long time ago.
fuck off, and when you get there, fuck off some more.
i don't miss you, i remember you.
start cherishing the one that cherishes you, not the one who took you for granted.
when you're forced to stand alone, you realize what you have in you.
it's funny how i'm good at giving advice to other. but when it comes to helping myself, i don't know what to do.
the reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was & the present worse than it is.
relationships sink way too many passengers.
ever since i met you girl, you been on my brain, i can't think of nothing else but you all night & day.
i just want to be healthy & happy. i don't want to hurt anybody or make them mad. if that's a philosophy, then that's my philosophy.
there are people who used to be in my life & i just wish i could tell them they meant something to me even if i meant nothing to them.
don't let loneliness drive you back into the arms of someone you know doesn't give a damn about you.
when someone tries to impress you, it simply means they are already impressed by you.
don't judge my path if you haven't walked my journey.
don't lower your standards. instead, wait for people to rise up to your expectations.
whatever life gives you, even if it hurts you, just be strong & act like you're okay. remember: strong walls shake but never collapse.
i find it easier to love everyone...good or bad, for me or against me, known or unknown. that way it's their bad karma, not mine.
if you don't love yourself, i'll make you see your own heart.
i don't mind spending every day, out on your corner in the pouring rain.
no it won't all go the way it should. but i know the heart of life is good.
some things in this world you just can't change.
so sorry about it all, now that it's over. should i thank you for that, dear?
if you decide to love. love hard.
something always brings me back to you; it never takes too long.
life is too short to be with someone who wasn't quite right, someone who makes you think more than they make you feel.
girl, you make my speakers go boom-boom.
there is nothing i would not do for those who are really my friends. i have no notion of loving people by halves, it is not in my nature.
for a brief shining moment in my life i found everything that i could ever want wrapped up in something i could never have.
the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.
happiness is a choice. your circumstance can affect it, but you're still the one who decides your happiness.
count your blessings, not your blemishes.
forgetting you will be impossible. you impacted my life in a way no one can describe. & i'll still love you even though you're gone.
confidence is key. sometimes you need to look like you're confident, even when you're not.
on the back of that red ragtop, she said, please don't stop lovin' me.
life is too short to play games. if you love somebody & you want to be with them, then go get them. deal with the mess later.
you don't realize just how many things remind you of a person until they become someone you no longer wish to remember.
no being able to hold you has got to be the hardest thing i've ever had to do.
family members are the only people in the world obligated to love you. from everyone else in your life, you are going to have to earn it.
call me crazy for missin' you like this, but i do.
i live in a world of fantasy, so keep your reality away from me. i see what i want, i want what i see, and that is all okay by me.
it's not always rainbows & butterflies, it's compromise that moves us along.
because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it.
i've been thinking a lot lately about taking chances, and how it's really just about overcoming your fears.
life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze us, they're supposed to help us discover who we are.
sometimes you have to give up on people. everyone that is in your journey is meant to be there, but not everyone is meant to stay there.
god places the heaviest burden on those who can carry its weight.
Monday, 28 May 2012
if someone won't lift a finger to call you or spend time with you, it's time for you to lift five fingers & wave goodbye.
i don't care who it is, but when someone tells me i'm pretty, it makes my day.
never be bullied into silence. never allow yourself to be made a victim. accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.
those who criticize our generation forgot who raised it.
with every mistake we must surely be learning.
why live for the approval of men when you can have the approval of their creator? what can they give you that god can't?
honestly, don't be that girl. the girl who goes back continuously & thinks that every time will be different. i understand you miss him, and its easier to breathe with him around. but isn't it easier to smile when he's not breaking up with you, or getting mad at you for nothing? you don't deserve to be the back up. that person he drops and picks up whenever he feels like. don't be that girl. that girl who thinks that each time he comes around he means what he says and won't leave again, everyone knows he will. and you end up looking like a fool in the end...again. i get that you're happier when he is texting you and cuddling with you. but aren't you happier when you aren't crying on your floor because he hasn't said a word to you all day? no one can tell you who to be. but don't be that girl. you're smarter than that girl. stronger than that girl. and worth a hell of a lot more than that girl.
so many girls want a guy to save them. a man did save you, 2000 years ago on the cross.
a round of applause for that bitch that deleted you, blocked you, & is now looking at your profile from their friends facebook.
above all else, guard your heart, for it affects everything you do.
i am nobody's second choice. you either choose me, or you lose me.
you speak such soft words from such a cold heart.
you beat me down in ways i didn't even know were possible.
all i know is i don't know how to be something you miss.
i wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain't gonna hurt you.
where are you now? when i need you around?
we are all so broken that we can't break anymore so we break each other instead.
sometimes you have to give up on people. everyone that is in your journey is meant to be there, but not everyone is meant to stay.
i might not be everything you ever wanted, but i'm always going to be more than you deserve.
i should be stronger than this, you know. i should & i don't wanna be a person that, that needs help but i, i feel all alone.
you're an expert at sorry.
keep on dreaming, even if it breaks your heart.
my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.
bruised but never broken.
Wednesday, 04 April 2012
I wish I was waking up with you.
Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours.
There are two reasons people don't talk about something, either it means nothing or it means everything.
I say I'd rather be with you but you are not around. So I'mma call somebody up & see if they be down. 'Cause I hate sleeping alone, I hate sleeping alone.
Darkness comes, but you got a way like no other one, I'll keep it where my black keeps light.
Just come over and lie here with me. 'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe in. There, I just said it. I'm scared you'll forget about me.
An ugly personality destroys a pretty face.
If you're keeping score then you're bound to win, a birds eyes view of a burning bridge. You've gone through ghost towns settle past, hoping the risk was worth the cause.
Your face. I like that shit.
Your lies? You told that. You're bullshit? Won't take that. Your sorries? I've heard that. Your mistakes? You made that. Your excuses? Save that. Your my ex just face that.
Don't blame me for looking away, I can't afford another heartbreak.
I never wanted to grow up, I just wanted to be tall enough to reach the cookies.
I don't believe in failure. Because simply by saying that you've failed, you've admitted that you've attempted. And anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them.
No matter what you do, bad or good, people are always gonna have something to say about it. Just remember this: if people always have something to say about your life, that's saying little about their own. Keep your head up, stay strong, and just breathe. Live. If you need some encouragement today, this is it. So don't waste it. Pass it on, spread it, but most importantly believe it.
I've always followed my heart instead of my head. I've always jumped, always took that leap of faith into the unknown, having no idea of what the outcome of the actions would be.But now, now it's so very clear. I need to stop following my heart. I just need to stop, before I do anything at all. I need to stop and think about it, about what I am going to do. I need to think about whether it is right or it is wrong. Because when you follow your heart, you lose track of what's right and what's wrong, and it tears you apart.
I'm really afraid to feel happy because it never lasts.
Take a moment to learn me, take a moment to love me, because I need your love to live, and without it, I am nothing.
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what is not won't. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At time, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for.
Your smile is the most beautiful curve on your body.
As you breathe right now, an other person takes his last, so stop complaining and learn to live your life with what you got.
If we all do one random act of kindness daily, we just might set the world in the right direction.
The best way to get over someone is to cut off all ties. It's a lot easier when you don't see or hear from them. Your feelings will eventually fade.
A lot of times relationships end because once the person has you, they stop doing the things it took to get you.
If there are plenty of fish in the sea, I must be absolutely horrible at fishing.
I think letting you go was the smartest decision I ever made. Even though I loved you so much, I just couldn't deal with the pain. And the times we spent together, holding each other, were the best times of my life. But no matter how much I wanted to keep you in my arms, I couldn't. I couldn't hold onto you, knowing that all you were going to do was hurt me. But right now, even though I still love you, I don't need you anymore. I don't need you to complete me. I just need you to comfort me when I'm sad, support me, and listen to me when i talk. So I guess what I'm saying is, I'm glad we're over, I'm glad I've let you go.
You don't get to be mad at me. You did this. You get that right? I have always been there for you. I have gone out of my way for you over and over again. Do you do the same for me? No. Never. And yet I keep my mouth shut and say nothing about it. I am not in any way trying to say I'm a perfect friend, But I honestly believe I have done everything I am capable of doing to keep you in my life. The more i tried to keep you, the more you pushed me away. I have been more understanding and forgiving with you, than I was ever capable of being with anyone else. I have literally put myself through emotional hell for you. I'm not blaming you for this, because I chose that. I chose to allow you to walk all over me without ever saying a word. I did that because I wanted you in my life so badly. But you don't get to be angry with me because I've finally decided that I can't take it anymore. I can't be the only one trying. It hurts too much. But apparently you don't understand that. I love you. You will always be my best friend. But i don't know if I've ever actually been yours, and I can';t be second best to everyone. Especially you. So I'm letting this go. Never thought I'd say that, did you? I have to. I have to let this go because I'm not strong enough to handle it anymore. If you want me in your life, you need to prove it to me.
Live the life you wish to, date the man you wish to date, and stop looking to your family for affirmation for the choices that you make. Life is full of risks. You can't live your life in fear of how people will judge you for following your dreams.
You know that feeling when you're just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day, that feeling of both relief and desperation? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you're tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you that it's okay, but no one's going to be there, and you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being so strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you you won't be, but you're still hoping and you're still wishing and you're still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You're fighting.
You're single. Make the best of it. It doesn't mean you're not good enough for anyone, it means they're not good enough for you.
You haven't missed me for one fucking minute. You have never for one single second in your pathetic life missed me. You might have missed fucking with my head, and you might have the missed the satisfaction you early got from demolishing me, but those are your emotions you're messing with, not mine.
You're amazing, you know that? You see me breaking, falling apart, so full of hatred, and yet you love me. You see me crying, weak and yet you remain unphased. I don't know how you can love me, but whatever it is, I hope it doesn't go away.
Love me like you loved me when you loved me.
Damn, they don't make 'em like you no more.
My plan is to forgive and forget. Forgive myself for being stupid, and forget you ever existed.
Actions speak louder than words, so believe what you see and forget what you heard.
I may not be where I need to be, but thank god I am not where I used to be.
You know life is worth the struggle when you look back on what you lost and realize what you have now is way better.
I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.
I think you'd be good to me, and I'd be so good to you.
If you want me, I'm yours.
Tuesday, 28 February 2012
I hate boys :(
Monday, 27 February 2012
smile, would you! you're far too beautiful to do anything less.
all i have left is a hand full of fuck you's.
i cannot fall in love, i have been cursed.
try again, fail again. fail better.
a night to remember, a day to forget. if our eyes were diamonds, we'd be rich. your voice makes my heart skip beats. so keep quiet before it quits on me.
you almost convinced me you'd stick around, but everyone knows almost doesn't count.
i have a feeling i deserve better than this.
fall in love & stay there.
i am constantly torn between killing myself and killing everyone around me.
how does it feel to be unnoticed by the person you notice most? it's as if you're offering your most beautiful portrait to a blind person.
men are taught to apologize for their weaknesses, women for their strengths.
it was a bad day for love. the rain, the rain, the rain. you can't even hear it outside the window but still it's a sad thing. rain, the grade school teachers say, makes the trees and flowers grow, but we're not trees and flowers.
love yourself, accept yourself, forgive yourself, and be good to yourself, because without you, the rest of us are without a source of many wonderful things.
time spent wishing is time spent wasted.
sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want and just see what happens.
these are the days when my ribs feel too small for my lungs, my chest feels too small for my ribs, and my existence feels too large for the universe & a pulse.
we are kind people in an unkind world.
for happiness one needs security. but joy can spring like a flower even from the cliffs of despair.
i don't have a home but i have a where the heart is.
pick yourself up, don't blame the world.
so go to hell and build a snowman, girl.
there is no beauty without strangeness.
we said we'd keep in touch, but touch is not something you can keep.
and i know that things get worse before they get better, because that's what the psychiatrists say. but this is a worse that feels too big.
i was happy in a sad way. i had no one, but i needed no one.
there is a great need for sarcasm font.
what day is it? and in what month? this clock never seemed so alive. i can't keep up, and i can't keep down. i've been losing so much time.
but anyway i think you're bionic. and i don't think you're beautiful, i think you're beyond it.
what's a crush to do when he can't get through?
don't be afraid of death; be afraid of an unlived life. you don't have to live forever, you just have to live.
sometimes planes, they smash up in the sky. and sometimes lonely hearts, they just get lonelier.
i lie to myself all the time, but i never believe me.
if you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals.
so, now you love me? that's cute. adorable in fact. considering you let me go. you pushed me away, and i'm no idiot, i took the hint and got over you. so you love me? bullshit. you came to that conclusion too late.
if i had a gun, i would shoot a hole into the sun and love, would burn this city down for you.
if i had time, i'd stop the world & make you mine.
i don't know what's wrong with me, why i push away what is good for me, why i get so scared once i feel so safe.
i am lonely, yet not everybody will do. i don't know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness.
the scariest thing about distance is you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.
being with you > anything.
you don't have to tell me everything, but you don't tell me anything anymore.
if i talk to someone everyday for awhile i start to feel like i annoy them so i just stop talking.
love yourself so no one has to.
no doesn't mean never. it just means not yet.
treat me like a joke & i'll leave you like it's funny.
if you want to be loved, be lovable.
don't worry about things that don't worry about you.
i like the way you walkin', if you walkin' my way.
i think i wanna change my attitude, i think i wanna change my oxygen. i think i wanna change my air, my amorous fear, i wanna change.
don't base your decisions on the advice of people who don't have to deal with the results.
a coma might feel better than this.
some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.
the bad apple spoils the bunch.
i'm peeling away your skin, hoping to find the truth sitting somewhere i forgot to look.
please fall down for me, mr. moon
sometimes, you need to walk alone to show that you can.
today seemed like a good day to burn a bridge or two. the one with the old wood, that would burn right on cue. i try not to be like that, but some people really suck.
i wonder if he brought me this far to drop me off here.
what did i expect? an apology, a declaration of love? i could have no been that foolish.
i was thinking i might come back as a seagull and eat chips and annoy people. but i'd like to be different next time.
the problem is not that there are problems. the problem is expecting otherwise and thinking that having problems is a problem.
is it too soon to say perfect?
as long as it's okay with you i think i'll stay right here. i got no where to go cuz where to go is up to you, dear.
why'd you have to be so cute? why'd you have to make me laugh so much?
to be mature, you have to be an adult. but to be in love, you have to be nothing but a human being with a heart.
girls love it when you text them "good morning beautiful." you have no idea how much that one little message with brighten their entire day.
interrupt my sleep & i'll interrupt your breathing.
if someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. just punch them in the face and go get some ice cream.
everyday i wonder what he saw in me when a thousand other girls saw him.
absent-mindedly makin' me want you.
brotip #116: "good morning" texts are legit. surprise her with one every so often.
he called you pretty, that's practically an insult... with the way you look right now, you're much more than beautiful.
"i look gross" ... "you spelled beautiful wrong"
just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly.
he used to be the reason why i woke up in the morning. now, he's my reason to stay in bed.
bones are for dogs, meat is for men.
you ignore me. i ignore you. it's that simple.
never let people get to you. they can't pull the trigger if you don't give them the gun.
you can't spell school without i hate my life.
it seems like the only one who doesn't see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you.
you just have to go after what you want & if it doesn't want you back then so be it, it doesn't deserve you anyways.
just because she is beautiful, doesn't mean you're ugly.
i'm in love with the idea of love.
i like you. you like me. stop worrying about them. worry about us.
parents and elders complain about the new generation; but who raised the new generation?
never lie to the girl of your life, for the hoe of the night.
if you treat me right, i'll treat you even better.
i tweet about you. alot.
once you're attached, you're fucked.
ladies, if he doesn't make you a priority, then explore your options.
you were born because you are going to be important to somebody.
that awkward moment when you're about to study and your laptop walks in completely butt naked & seduces you.
i want one of those "they-are-perfect-for-each-other"
s[he] be[just wanted a sandwich]lieved.
that "i miss you" message
don't let a bad day make you feel like you have a bad life.
sometimes the strongest people in the morning are the people who cried all night.
i wonder if anyone ever looks at me and thinks, "i wish i was that pretty.." because, that's what i think when i look at everyone else.
boys who; can see the pain behind a fake smile, and fix it.
me without you is like a shoe without laces, a deck of cards without aces, asentencewithoutspaces.
although i'm flattered, don't call me 'dime.' i know you mean i'm beautiful, good looking, hot, whatever, bit i'm worth way more than ten cents.
that awkward moment when you go to grab someone sexy and tell 'em hey and your hand hits the mirror.
seeing the people around me in pairs, sometimes it makes me wonder where mine is.
brotip #1079: if her mom likes you, you're in.
are they flaws if i'm in love with them?
playing by the rules is how you lose the game.
you better shape up, 'cause i need a man & my heart is set on you.
music is my boyfriend.
i miss your voice. call, don't text.